FAKE SCAR MAKEUP

As promised, I finally filmed a new makeup "tutorial". Honestly, it really surprises me that there are people who actually enjoy watching my YouTube videos, though my camera and lighting are super potato. Thank you so much for subscribing to my channel and spending your time to send me all the positive comments and feedback! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

Here's my all time fave fake scar makeup tutorial if you're interested. Please keep in mind that my eyes were really really swollen, so it was quite uncomfortable for me to add much details to my eyes. 

Til then, please enjoy! Peace!

OKONOMIYAKI KINDA DAY

Went shopping with mom at 1U today, since I don't feel like staying at home. I still have lots of assignments to deal with, yet I'm here doing other stuff. I wasn't in a good shape for the past few months, mentally (which kinda affects me physically as well). Mental health is so important, yet it's one of the hardest things to deal with, at least for me. 

Some random stuff from today: okonomiyaki for lunch lol. If you've no idea what it is, it's basically Japanese "pizza". Honestly, I don't have the habit of snapping pics of food, but it would be kinda boring if my blog's all plain texts without any pics. At least that's what I thought.

Btw, there's a new Sephora branch in 1U. I wanted to look for a white eyeliner and mascara for my upcoming cosplay, but it was extremely packed. ミ●﹏☉ミ Yes, I'm going back to cosplay after so many years cuz I still love it.

The only stuff I got for today is this makeup sponge from Forever 21. I can't afford the one from Beauty Blender so yeah. I'm just a regular unemployed college student you see, there's no need for the splurge I guess... ┐(´∇｀)┌  I'm gonna post a review about it as soon as I start using it. I'll probably do a doll makeup "tutorial" or some sort for tomorrow. Til then, please subscribe to my YouTube channel if you're interested! Thank you!!! (*^▽^*)

RANDOM UPDATES AS USUAL

So I'd gone afk for almost a couple of weeks and now I'm back.ヾ(*ΦωΦ)ﾉ

Went out with my bae to watch The Conjuring 2 after class yesterday, it was kinda creepy I couldn't deny. I feel like doing Valka's makeup, but I'm afraid that I would creep myself out while looking into the mirror, so maybe not. For some reason it reminds me of No Face from Spirited Away. As high as my tolerance to horror and gore is, I still get freaked out by its looks tbh. Might be a good idea for Halloween I guess.

Anyway, this is how my hair looks like right now. It fades from blue to pink to green and maroon (like watermelon). I think I'm gonna redye soon, most probably peach color. Something like Kisumi's hair color lol.

This is Kisumi. If you haven't watch Free!, please do so right now, like right now! (●♡∀♡)

Gawd, I'm such a weeaboo, but whatever.

Btw, I just started playing Touken Ranbu a week ago. Yes, I'm super slow, this is an old screenshot tho. I'm so addicted to it... Idk what am I doing with my life. ┐(´∇｀)┌ Recently almost everyone around me are hyping about Overwatch, and I'm here sobbing cuz I wanna get FF15 collector's edition so badly, but I don't have PS4. (;﹏;) I'm not into Overwatch or any other fps, it makes me really dizzy, I guess it runs in the genes Idk.

Anyway, I'll start making videos again this weekend! Peace!

BASIC MALE COSPLAY MAKEUP #1

Filmed this cosplay kinda makeup "tutorial" yesterday, suits visual kei as well. Though I stated that this makeup is meant for "male" characters, it suits certain female characters as well, it depends. This makeup suits better for characters with larger eyes compared to the typical seme characters rofl. Btw, my contact lenses arrived, the orange one on my eyes is my favorite among all three. I kinda regret buying the other two. *sobs* Not sure if I wanna make a review about it. Btw, this makeup would look so much cosplay-ish if my eyebrows were thinner, but I was too lazy to conceal so maybe some other time.

This makeup is pretty exaggerating when it comes to eyeliner. I'll make another "tutorial" for a more natural cosplay makeup in the future.

"What are you looking at?" kinda pose lol. 

Idk why I did this, but whatever. σ(≧ε≦ｏ)

The Yuri Ayato kinda pose Idk. Speaking about anime and manga and everything, I just watched Hybrid Child yesterday. I'm a huge fan of Shungiku Nakamura sensei's work. I know I'm slow, but that's not the main point, it was nice but I regret watching it cuz the ending was so heartbreaking. I really hate sad endings.（ｉДｉ）Life itself is already bad enough, I don't wanna input more negativity in my head.

Anyway, feel free to check out how I did this makeup if you're interested. Peace!

YAY!!!

FINALLY CUT MY HAIR! Omg I'm so happy now. I feel so much more comfortable with short hair tbh. Of course I get to style my long hair in many different ways, but I prefer how I look with short hair. It's just hair after all. I hate it so much when some people tend to be stereotype towards a certain gender or their sexual orientations etc. "If you're a girl you're supposed to be feminine; if you're a guy you're supposed to be tough." Seriously, where's the logic when everyone is born differently? 

I wanted to dye my hair greyish white and black (not trying to be Black Jack lol), but my dad suggested me to take a break from bleaching, so yeah. Not like I dislike my hair color now, but I really feel like trying something different. Anyway, I ordered 3 pairs of contact lenses, I really hope they arrive by tomorrow so I can film a new makeup "tutorial". Maybe something more anime-ish, Idk, we'll see. (￣ω￣)

COSMETICS HAUL AND STUFF

Hadn't updated my blog for days. So many negative things happened. Everything in my head was a huge mess. Worst part is, I was so confused about everything and can't seem to find a reason why was I so upset. Though many thought that I'm just that kind of person who don't give a fark about everything, but I am a living person and I do have personal issues as well. I'm really grateful that my bae was there to listen and support me even though I don't know what was I babbling. All thanks to him, I felt like the weights on my shoulders just fell off, and I managed move on from all the non-existing issues. Well, life has ups and downs, sometimes we just gotta go with the flow.

Btw, went jogging with my bae at night after shopping at The Curve and IPC. The night sky at the park was really pretty so I decided to take a picture of it with my potato phone. I really cherish moments like this tbh. It's just sky, but it's never the same everyday, every second.  It's just my way to keep track of memories in my life. I used to hate life a lot, but having my bae makes everything different. I'm not a romantic person tbh, just being straightforward, so yeah.

Btw, these are the cosmetics I bought myself from today. Canmake mascara, cream blusher, eyeshadows; Maybelline crayon eyeliner and Silky Girl felt tip liner. Yay! There's no harm splurging for yourself once in a while if you have extra allowances. Shopping for cosmetics makes me feel 10x better than shopping for clothing tbh. I can never get enough of it. It's my passion after all. Speaking of cosmetics and makeup, I have a strong urge to go back to cosplay. I don't even know what's with me, but I'm still considering. Btw, I'm really into Free! and Yarichin Bitch Club recently. Don't even bother searching for the second one if you're not into yaoi. I'm shameless lol. (♥ω♥*) 

And this is just me looking super creepy, my hair wasn't brushed and ironed. I dunno what was I thinking. Honestly, I kinda feel like chopping off my hair, but not before I get clip in extensions. I'm not sure yet, we'll see. Btw, I'm gonna film a hair tutorial this week (since my hair is still long enough) and maybe some random makeup tutorial. I'd been filming makeups that aren't my style lately, so maybe I'll be doing something more androgynous. I am gender fluid, judge me or judge me not, I'm not bothered, but yeah that sums up everything for now. Peace!（ΦωΦ）

TETSUYA NOMURA X HATSUNE MIKU INSPIRED MAKEUP

I know this is nothing new, but every time I look at Tetsuya Nomura's character designs, I really feel like cosplaying again (especially from FF 7), but I'm not gonna do it anymore. My last cosplay plan was Noel from FF 13-2, but I dropped the idea due to budget, stress and other stuff I guess, and I quit cosplaying since then.

Since I don't have any FF character's wig, I tried my best to recreate Miku's look. If you haven't seen Tetsuya Nomura's character design for Vocaloid's Hatsune Miku, you really need to YouTube it now, or Google, or whatever. Honestly, I was thinking of doing a guy character's makeup, but I sold most of my short wigs. *sobs* I really want FF 15, but I don't have PS4 or Xbox One fml... I had been waiting for ages tbh.

I wanted to film a video for this initially, but my camera went out of battery. I was kinda sad about it, but it's fine, cuz no one would wanna watch how I did this makeup tbh. It was really messy and all, cuz I did this makeup straight after doing AOA Hyejeong inspired makeup lol. I'm not a professional, please don't judge me.

Anyway, spent too much time on anime and manga this week, it's time to deal with my assignments soon, nooo...ヽ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ