COSMETICS HAUL AND STUFF

Hadn't updated my blog for days. So many negative things happened. Everything in my head was a huge mess. Worst part is, I was so confused about everything and can't seem to find a reason why was I so upset. Though many thought that I'm just that kind of person who don't give a fark about everything, but I am a living person and I do have personal issues as well. I'm really grateful that my bae was there to listen and support me even though I don't know what was I babbling. All thanks to him, I felt like the weights on my shoulders just fell off, and I managed move on from all the non-existing issues. Well, life has ups and downs, sometimes we just gotta go with the flow.

Btw, went jogging with my bae at night after shopping at The Curve and IPC. The night sky at the park was really pretty so I decided to take a picture of it with my potato phone. I really cherish moments like this tbh. It's just sky, but it's never the same everyday, every second.  It's just my way to keep track of memories in my life. I used to hate life a lot, but having my bae makes everything different. I'm not a romantic person tbh, just being straightforward, so yeah.

Btw, these are the cosmetics I bought myself from today. Canmake mascara, cream blusher, eyeshadows; Maybelline crayon eyeliner and Silky Girl felt tip liner. Yay! There's no harm splurging for yourself once in a while if you have extra allowances. Shopping for cosmetics makes me feel 10x better than shopping for clothing tbh. I can never get enough of it. It's my passion after all. Speaking of cosmetics and makeup, I have a strong urge to go back to cosplay. I don't even know what's with me, but I'm still considering. Btw, I'm really into Free! and Yarichin Bitch Club recently. Don't even bother searching for the second one if you're not into yaoi. I'm shameless lol. (♥ω♥*) 

And this is just me looking super creepy, my hair wasn't brushed and ironed. I dunno what was I thinking. Honestly, I kinda feel like chopping off my hair, but not before I get clip in extensions. I'm not sure yet, we'll see. Btw, I'm gonna film a hair tutorial this week (since my hair is still long enough) and maybe some random makeup tutorial. I'd been filming makeups that aren't my style lately, so maybe I'll be doing something more androgynous. I am gender fluid, judge me or judge me not, I'm not bothered, but yeah that sums up everything for now. Peace!（ΦωΦ）