PRETTY SKIES

 Just another Tuesday. Went shopping at Curve with mom before heading to campus, since my class starts in the evening. We don't often get ourselves anything unless there're sales. I prefer buying cheap clothes at thrift shops and revamp them myself tbh. She got me this cute tank top from Cotton On. 

I really like the design at the back of this top, especially the cute pastel straps.

Class was pretty stressful today cuz I was struggling with 3D Max. I prefer working on illustrations instead of 3D modelling, but it's crucial I guess. Went for a jog with my bae after class. I kinda dislike it when the rain drizzles every time when we're about to jog. It's rainy season and I love the rain, but not when I wanna head outdoors. Everything went well until I nearly collapse when I stopped running, Felt super sick and dizzy. I really hate being ill. I make my bae worry all the time, I wish I could be more healthy. Of course, I look "healthy" on the outside, I'm not underweight or skinny at all, but I'm pretty sure my organs are badly damaged for being a bulimic for nearly seven years. It sucks. I don't need anyone to tell me to stop, because I am already trying my best to recover. Whether I want it or not, it's almost impossible to recover 100%. Having an ED is never a choice. I know how harmful it is and I know I might lose my life if this continues, but it's not something that can be stopped within a day or even a year. Anyway, the skies are really pretty on the way to the park. Not that this is my first time seeing sunset, but it's always different, the clouds, the hue, the overall atmosphere... Not sure if anyone gets what I mean, but the skies are always beautiful, especially when your loved one is right next to you.